basildestiny | A great injustice has been done!

To say that I make mistakes is a great minimalization of what I do and of my character. To dwell on something that I cannot change, something that is my very nature, is a great unjustice to myself. To say that I've suffered through depression is true. To say that I've stopped feeling sorry for myself is being optimistic. But to say I'm not going to continue standing in the mire, but rather press onward toward my goal, my purpose, is accurate.

In exactly fifty-eight days, I am going to marry my best friend. He's been there for me through trying times. He's been there to try me, to challenge me. He's been through surprises, both good and bad. And he'll be there through more good and bad.

+ He's brought me flowers, a card, and chocolates. Just to say that he's there with me. He knows it's tough.
+ He's written silly entries to me.
+ He's watched CSI: Miami even though he thinks Horatio is all about the bling and completely unrealistic.
+ He's bought my lunch countless times.
+ He's listened to my music even though he hates music.
+ He's listened to me talk about work.
+ He knows my goals and agrees with them.
+ He's opened his home so that we could host a small group.
+ He's loved me when I was unloveable.
+ He's cried for me.

Granted I've done things for him. Granted some of these things we've done in obedience to the Will of God. But that doesn't make his accomplishments any less important. I just wanted to take a moment and dedicate an entry to him.

I am crazy about you, I'm just having to learn how to show it.
~Bas