basildestiny | And then there's this

I also hate being poor. I'm sick and tired of it. I'm tired of Bush and his trillions dollar deficit. I'm sick of being poor and then having to think that there are people worse off than me so I shouldn't complain. Because my next thought is of my neighbors being worse off and they are just rediculous. They have no morals or ethics. I'll take the homeless people in the "Underwear Goes Inside Your Pants" video any day. Maybe I need to just harden and be like everyone else with their armor of wonders that is impenitrable by humanity. But that just strikes me as being stupid. I'm sick of being fat, but coming home so late at night that I can't work out because I'd wake up the house and yet not being able to afford to go to the gym and being too paranoid to go running by myself at night as though someone would really find this fat body appealing. I'm sick of not being able to wake up in the morning and work out when no one's home just because I can't get into bed any earlier than 2 or 3 and then it ends up being 11 before I wake up and then an hour to wake up to where I could actually move around in a workout without hurting myself and then it's time to eat lunch and pack my dinner and go to work. I'm sick of my car and it's stupid shifter and the spark plugs that die every few months. I'm sick of being too lazy to go down to the autoparts store and not being able to speak up and ask for the socket wrench so that I can change the spark plugs myself. I'm sick of having to learn everything myself without insight from anyone. Can I get a big brother/big sister or some advice here? Something that's not just completely ludicrous! I'm sick of souding ungrateful when I write things like the last sentence which is obviously overlooking some good advice from some good people. I'm sick of Sydney ignoring me even if I don't want to date him. He said he'd talk to me later and hasn't called. I'm sick of him getting away with that bullshit. I can't wait for him to get married to some freakazoid whilst I'm still single. I'm sick of being single. You haven't been single that long. you say, but I've been single for a while. No one is interested. It's pissing me off. I'm sick of trying to figure out ways to meet new people. I'm sick of retarded clichee advice.

I'm glad that someone asked me for advice last night.
~Bas/Jay and Silent Bob