basildestiny | It can't. It just can't. It's not supposed to

I've figured out or maybe I've remembered why the fire always goes out. Why the world goes back to black and white. I miss my family. I live at home with my mom and sister. But between the three of us, we can't make a family out of ourselves. We try. we love each other, but it's not a family. We feel like we're missing someone. And we are. I would move to Florida to be around family, but my family in Florida do not bring the comfort that my family here brings. I love my family in Florida too. If I could, I would live near both. That's the fire that I need. A family. I'm spoiled. I realize this. I suppose if I had no one, I would develop my own fire.

I don't feel like sharing with anyone right now.
~Bas

PS But more importantly, I am stubborn.