October 20th, 2005
Thursday, October 20th, 2005 06:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
basildestinyToday has been a weird day.
Started off the day on a bad note. My hand fell asleep last night and I took my ring off to allow circulation back to the finger. The ring itself isn't so tight that it prevents circulation, but you know how fingers swell. So I fell asleep and forget to put it back on. I didn't notice the ring was gone until I was halfway to our last counselling session. No ring today.
I'm really upset by this. I didn't mean to take it off. Plus I've had to eat crow all day for not having it. The worst part is just plain not knowing where it is. ._.
I've been kind of burned out with certain things lately. The whole lack of communication I'm feeling from the church. Or rather too little, too late.
Matt says he knew it would happen this way, but I'm a little more starry-eyed about some things. I wanted to believe that we'd have more of a safety net. There was a lot of lack of communication. Sure we had contact people we could ask questions, but they couldn't lead our group. And how do you ask questions when you don't even know what you'll need to ask?
So I was a little cranky today. I didn't really have a lot to stay. We'd concluded last month with feeling like we didn't have much else to discuss, but wanting to meet once more before the wedding since he's going to be our officiant.
Matt was incredibly nervous. I always find it funny to see him nervous. I'm not used to seeing that side of him. I don't remember him being nervous around me last year when he was my coach. Which, of course, is because I didn't know what to look for. And now that I know, he doesn't act nervous around me.
Matt thought I was upset or something was bothering me. Mostly the loss of my ring which I didn't want to talk about and just plain being tired.
The good news of the day is that Tim will be marrying us free of charge! He says he gets a salary and does this as a service to the church. That may be true, but he didn't have to marry us. I don't think it's part of his job description. And most pastors and priest charge for their services. And anyway it's 6 pm on a Friday night. I'm sure he could find something else to be doing. He definitely needs to be included in our numbers for the reception.
The gal that sits next to me at work is an English major who wants to become an English teacher. This means that she rocks in my book.
Today we had a Harry Potter conversation. That was really fun! Plus Mr. Doom and Gloom Complainer doesn't like to read! So he wasn't allowed to participate in our conversation. He likes to invite himself into everyone's conversation and complain. You could be talking to someone and he'd talk over you just to complain about his last call. Dude, totally don't care. You've been here for nine months and like to carry yourself as though you are the answer guy so just hush it!
My new friend and I had a great time talking like English dorks. Until she left early today at 5 pm due to some early training she came in for. Le Sigh. At least I'm not in my cranky mood anymore.
The Team on the next row over decided to have their team meeting on the row. Laughter + angry customers = irate customers! yay!
~Bas
Started off the day on a bad note. My hand fell asleep last night and I took my ring off to allow circulation back to the finger. The ring itself isn't so tight that it prevents circulation, but you know how fingers swell. So I fell asleep and forget to put it back on. I didn't notice the ring was gone until I was halfway to our last counselling session. No ring today.
I'm really upset by this. I didn't mean to take it off. Plus I've had to eat crow all day for not having it. The worst part is just plain not knowing where it is. ._.
I've been kind of burned out with certain things lately. The whole lack of communication I'm feeling from the church. Or rather too little, too late.
Matt says he knew it would happen this way, but I'm a little more starry-eyed about some things. I wanted to believe that we'd have more of a safety net. There was a lot of lack of communication. Sure we had contact people we could ask questions, but they couldn't lead our group. And how do you ask questions when you don't even know what you'll need to ask?
So I was a little cranky today. I didn't really have a lot to stay. We'd concluded last month with feeling like we didn't have much else to discuss, but wanting to meet once more before the wedding since he's going to be our officiant.
Matt was incredibly nervous. I always find it funny to see him nervous. I'm not used to seeing that side of him. I don't remember him being nervous around me last year when he was my coach. Which, of course, is because I didn't know what to look for. And now that I know, he doesn't act nervous around me.
Matt thought I was upset or something was bothering me. Mostly the loss of my ring which I didn't want to talk about and just plain being tired.
The good news of the day is that Tim will be marrying us free of charge! He says he gets a salary and does this as a service to the church. That may be true, but he didn't have to marry us. I don't think it's part of his job description. And most pastors and priest charge for their services. And anyway it's 6 pm on a Friday night. I'm sure he could find something else to be doing. He definitely needs to be included in our numbers for the reception.
The gal that sits next to me at work is an English major who wants to become an English teacher. This means that she rocks in my book.
Today we had a Harry Potter conversation. That was really fun! Plus Mr. Doom and Gloom Complainer doesn't like to read! So he wasn't allowed to participate in our conversation. He likes to invite himself into everyone's conversation and complain. You could be talking to someone and he'd talk over you just to complain about his last call. Dude, totally don't care. You've been here for nine months and like to carry yourself as though you are the answer guy so just hush it!
My new friend and I had a great time talking like English dorks. Until she left early today at 5 pm due to some early training she came in for. Le Sigh. At least I'm not in my cranky mood anymore.
The Team on the next row over decided to have their team meeting on the row. Laughter + angry customers = irate customers! yay!
~Bas
