basildestiny | And everybody wants to see you suffer. They know that you need the pain so much.

I am getting too upset over stupid things. The truth of the matter is that regardless of how well meaning my friends and family are, I am the only one who knows how to be true to myself. I think I have been so lost lately that I've been looking for any kind of direction. And now I feel like I am spinning around completely lost. I just need to focus on myself and what I need to do to be true to myself. I need a job, but I need to know who I am more so.

So I love you all. Thank you for your support.

p.s. HA HA! You can't comment!--Niki
~Bas/J Dawg