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Sunday, May 2nd, 2004 11:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
basildestinyI am so weird. I love this song by Michael Jackson for that movie about rats. Ben. How endearing! I hate that rat! He's HUGE! Oh my gosh! I finally saw Willard yesterday. I was very happily surprised to find R. Lee Ermey in the movie. Just as I was to find him in The Frighteners (as movie I saw in the theatre). I was just expecting poor Willard to eventually accept his friend the rats and become the Pied Piper of Evil! Didn't happen. Kind of sad. He seemed too much like George McFly. Also Big Ben scared me.
Not really. I just like to pretend. I was a little let down and that rat was huge.
I watched Sherlock: A Case of Evil. Yes, it did stray out of its time period a little bit. But it had Vincent D'Onofrio as Professor Moriarty. I love Vincent in Law & Order: Criminal Intent. He is my favorite. I have since learned to love his other characters in previous movies. I have hated his characters when I first watched the movies, but now I love them because they are Vincent. He played Private Gomer Pile aka Lenny Lawrence in Full Metal Jacket. Yes, the insanity in his eyes was too real and freaked me out. I just think it would be too easy to let go like that. I didn't like his Edgar aka the Bug in MIB either. He was just butt ugly, I thought. It was the hair though. I find that he is very humpable in Law & Order: Criminal Intent. I love this version of Sherlock Holmes because first of all I love those ultra intelligent detective types. And secondly I love the struggles the character has to go through. I love that uphill climb, fighting depression and doubts of your intellect. And I love that Professor Moriarty tortures his arch nemesis by using him to find the fatal amount of opium. I loved the intensity of Holmes going through withdrawal and the moment he decides that he's strong enough to go without the opium. No more.
In trying to figure out Rosier's philosophy on life, I stumbled across an anthem I think I'm going to pick up for myself.
So here are some song lyrics which summarize my feelings lately. "By the time I recognize this moment/This moment will be gone... If this will last forever/And I will wait to find/If this will last forever/And I will pay no mind/When I won't and it won't cause it can't/It just can't/It's not supposed to" - Clarity John Mayer. "life's temporary" - Stockholm Syndrome Blink-182. I really like both songs.
I think I made my mom angry at me. And for once I didn't let it bother me. I didn't try to apologize or hide from her. She said she wanted to change, but then made up excuses why she can't change. I don't want to hear that kind of negativity. That kind of thinking locked me into a job for 3 years and scared me into not leaving the house. You know that there isn't anything scary outside. Nothing more so scary than what is inside my home. Life is temporary. I can either let it pass me by or I can go out there and get all muddy playing in it. I'm afraid to go places by myself because I might get mugged or something. It's not that I have this morbid fear. It's just this thing that factors into my logic.
I found that I enjoyed myself much more when I wasn't plugged into the tv or the computer as much as I usually am. Weird how that turns out. Though I can't wait for Punky to come back.
I went to dinner with Joe last night. Talked for a while. I'm back to feeling mentally insane. You know what I feel that way? It's because I feel no restraint. There is a serious problem with the minde set of "Life is temporary." But I don't care. I want to watch Animal Game again. It reminds me of insanity. It's great. I like to watch insanity.
I am weird?
Bas
Not really. I just like to pretend. I was a little let down and that rat was huge.
I watched Sherlock: A Case of Evil. Yes, it did stray out of its time period a little bit. But it had Vincent D'Onofrio as Professor Moriarty. I love Vincent in Law & Order: Criminal Intent. He is my favorite. I have since learned to love his other characters in previous movies. I have hated his characters when I first watched the movies, but now I love them because they are Vincent. He played Private Gomer Pile aka Lenny Lawrence in Full Metal Jacket. Yes, the insanity in his eyes was too real and freaked me out. I just think it would be too easy to let go like that. I didn't like his Edgar aka the Bug in MIB either. He was just butt ugly, I thought. It was the hair though. I find that he is very humpable in Law & Order: Criminal Intent. I love this version of Sherlock Holmes because first of all I love those ultra intelligent detective types. And secondly I love the struggles the character has to go through. I love that uphill climb, fighting depression and doubts of your intellect. And I love that Professor Moriarty tortures his arch nemesis by using him to find the fatal amount of opium. I loved the intensity of Holmes going through withdrawal and the moment he decides that he's strong enough to go without the opium. No more.
In trying to figure out Rosier's philosophy on life, I stumbled across an anthem I think I'm going to pick up for myself.
So here are some song lyrics which summarize my feelings lately. "By the time I recognize this moment/This moment will be gone... If this will last forever/And I will wait to find/If this will last forever/And I will pay no mind/When I won't and it won't cause it can't/It just can't/It's not supposed to" - Clarity John Mayer. "life's temporary" - Stockholm Syndrome Blink-182. I really like both songs.
I think I made my mom angry at me. And for once I didn't let it bother me. I didn't try to apologize or hide from her. She said she wanted to change, but then made up excuses why she can't change. I don't want to hear that kind of negativity. That kind of thinking locked me into a job for 3 years and scared me into not leaving the house. You know that there isn't anything scary outside. Nothing more so scary than what is inside my home. Life is temporary. I can either let it pass me by or I can go out there and get all muddy playing in it. I'm afraid to go places by myself because I might get mugged or something. It's not that I have this morbid fear. It's just this thing that factors into my logic.
I found that I enjoyed myself much more when I wasn't plugged into the tv or the computer as much as I usually am. Weird how that turns out. Though I can't wait for Punky to come back.
I went to dinner with Joe last night. Talked for a while. I'm back to feeling mentally insane. You know what I feel that way? It's because I feel no restraint. There is a serious problem with the minde set of "Life is temporary." But I don't care. I want to watch Animal Game again. It reminds me of insanity. It's great. I like to watch insanity.
I am weird?
Bas
