The truth behind why I have not been posting lately

The truth is that I haven't had a lot to say. I have been rediscovering my faith. I had fallen way way far away from it. I had turned my back on my faith because I did not want to stand next to the crazies who proclaimed to have the same faith. But I have since realized how sad a thing that was. I only hurt myself. And I haven't written about this for two reasons. The first reason was that I really needed time to stand on my two feet again in my faith. But the second reason was that I didn't want to look like I was changing my mind and didn't know what I believe in. I had been living my life as an open-minded, watered down liberal who wasn't religious at all for so long. So how was I supposed to turn around and say to people who had known me for so long that I had put all of that aside and found the truth?

I was doing a disservice to all of you by not having any faith in you at all as friends. So I apologize to you all that I have not been more forthcoming. And I proudly and firmly declare that I believe and I have faith.

This is the good life
I’ve lost everything
I could ever want
And ever dream of
This is the good life
I found everything
I could ever need
Here in your arms