#3 most likely to...
Friday, May 14th, 2004 02:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
basildestinyInteresting events or conclusions I made while out today:
I got Sydney to pay for my lunch! Go me!
He told me why he would have a job by now if he were me. He'd be too bored. Well I'm not bored! I have made new friends and I have found time to try to make peace with myself or I've worked on it anyway.
I found out that I was secretly voted #3 in the company to air the place out! Apparently I am unpredictable. I find nothing wrong with that. But I am disturbed by all of these people being afraid of me. I have never hurt a fly--I can't even kill the roaches that continue to plague our home...even when they crawl on me in my sleep!! Maybe it's the way that I stare at people without blinking?
Sydney and I should not have children. His rebuttle was that the child would be the first kid ever to be able to use a welder at 3. I made this statement after the whole #3 most likely to air the place out revelation and his confession that he had taken a can of spray paint, clamped it down and put the blowtorch on it to see it explode. Does anyone else see a problem with a child that has no fear and no sense? It's not so much the children part as much as the "Go spend time with your father" part.
It then became clear that if I am so unstable, maybe Tiffany should be more concerned about leaving her children with me. But I'm not unstable. I just have that whole thing about weakness = fear or fear = weakness. I think that's why I don't like to go into work when I'm feeling bad. Or it could have been that I hated my job. You never know. I just have a fierce loyalty to my friends and an either insane or overactive protective-mothering instinct. Now don't take that to mean that I'm afraid to let people live. I just prefer to take the pain then let someone I love suffer. I think it is my emotional retardation.
Craptonite, big piles of doodoo, and dung are funny words when said by a 60 something year old hippy.
May is halfway over.
If Jamie had a LJ, she would know that I have rented Zoolander
~Bas
I got Sydney to pay for my lunch! Go me!
He told me why he would have a job by now if he were me. He'd be too bored. Well I'm not bored! I have made new friends and I have found time to try to make peace with myself or I've worked on it anyway.
I found out that I was secretly voted #3 in the company to air the place out! Apparently I am unpredictable. I find nothing wrong with that. But I am disturbed by all of these people being afraid of me. I have never hurt a fly--I can't even kill the roaches that continue to plague our home...even when they crawl on me in my sleep!! Maybe it's the way that I stare at people without blinking?
Sydney and I should not have children. His rebuttle was that the child would be the first kid ever to be able to use a welder at 3. I made this statement after the whole #3 most likely to air the place out revelation and his confession that he had taken a can of spray paint, clamped it down and put the blowtorch on it to see it explode. Does anyone else see a problem with a child that has no fear and no sense? It's not so much the children part as much as the "Go spend time with your father" part.
It then became clear that if I am so unstable, maybe Tiffany should be more concerned about leaving her children with me. But I'm not unstable. I just have that whole thing about weakness = fear or fear = weakness. I think that's why I don't like to go into work when I'm feeling bad. Or it could have been that I hated my job. You never know. I just have a fierce loyalty to my friends and an either insane or overactive protective-mothering instinct. Now don't take that to mean that I'm afraid to let people live. I just prefer to take the pain then let someone I love suffer. I think it is my emotional retardation.
Craptonite, big piles of doodoo, and dung are funny words when said by a 60 something year old hippy.
May is halfway over.
If Jamie had a LJ, she would know that I have rented Zoolander
~Bas
